Oh cruel is me, for I should never have grasped at the strings of jealousy and misconstrued reality! I should have looked deeper into the line of the Earth to see what joy it brought you to peruse the city with an old friend.
What marvelous times you both must have had. The city is yours, filled with delight! This old shadow should have known its place than to conspire against such wonderful time.
Know that no harm ever was in your vicinity, for I took care of the pests in my wake of scorn and sorrow. It only be befitting that your time shall never be squandered by rats of the ally.
Loyal I am, fiercely, and that is why I, under the pretext of hurt and rage, wrote and acted in unbeknownst manners. It took me some time to formulate my actions into legible words. This is my excuse and as "unmannered" as it maybe, it is the true.
That is a quality I pride myself on, truthfulness. I tried to write letters before this yet I could not find myself able to. In seeing your joy and overhearing your friendliness, I found the strength within to write this snip-it of exquisite happiness.
You are the joy in my life.
The breeze during my summer day.
Without your light, I cannot be a shadow.
In time, we shall be see each other.
Tomorrow is another day, bright.
With it brings new light.
I hope you shall forever care
And bear the brunt of my despair.
Wednesday, August 5, 2015
Sunday, August 2, 2015
August First of Twenty Fifteen
Most Cunning Minx
Oh, how was I a fool to believe you would take my apology sincerely! I would have understood if you would have been mad, infuriated, but to hurt me in such a way is unladylike and unbeknownst. I foresaw our correspondence to be muddied at worst but now I see clearly that our connection has been severed.
That young fellow you have hanging off your arm, is that my replacement! I surely do not hope so. With great resistance I am giving my fair lady the beneficent of the doubt. See how gracious and loyal I am? There is no other who will match I when it comes to you. For there is no one else worthier loyal. Most others would be in a fit of rage at this moment. But not I. No, I currently inhabit the realm of a calm smolder ready to ignite on moments notice.
So as thy sit and wait for your every move, know that I shall be watching. Waiting.
There is no one else worthy of your ladylike manners, not I, nor they, nor anyone! Be true to yourself and be true to my love. There will be a day when we meet out of this secretive manners. Where the light shines bright upon our union. Where the Jailer and Warden have no lasting rights upon you. Where the world revolved around you, so that I may see the world through you.
Remember me always for I do you. Understand my madness for I forgive you. Look to the sky for I shall make you... a world which cannot behest you.
Most Fair and beautiful,
Solemn Courtesy
Oh, how was I a fool to believe you would take my apology sincerely! I would have understood if you would have been mad, infuriated, but to hurt me in such a way is unladylike and unbeknownst. I foresaw our correspondence to be muddied at worst but now I see clearly that our connection has been severed.
That young fellow you have hanging off your arm, is that my replacement! I surely do not hope so. With great resistance I am giving my fair lady the beneficent of the doubt. See how gracious and loyal I am? There is no other who will match I when it comes to you. For there is no one else worthier loyal. Most others would be in a fit of rage at this moment. But not I. No, I currently inhabit the realm of a calm smolder ready to ignite on moments notice.
So as thy sit and wait for your every move, know that I shall be watching. Waiting.
There is no one else worthy of your ladylike manners, not I, nor they, nor anyone! Be true to yourself and be true to my love. There will be a day when we meet out of this secretive manners. Where the light shines bright upon our union. Where the Jailer and Warden have no lasting rights upon you. Where the world revolved around you, so that I may see the world through you.
Remember me always for I do you. Understand my madness for I forgive you. Look to the sky for I shall make you... a world which cannot behest you.
Most Fair and beautiful,
Solemn Courtesy
Friday, July 31, 2015
July Thirty First of Twenty Fifteen
Most Dearest and Angelical Claudia,
I would first like to apologies, yet again, for my tardiness. It is not that I do not find you important or unworthy of my explicit time. Instead it is out of my own foolishness and untimely celebration. An important anniversary came upon our calendars and I decided to, untimely, have some "fun".
As such I inadvertently passed out by the liquid of life with the cup spilling into the drain. When I came to, I ,abashedly, could not remember what time nor day it was. With the curtains drawn and a mess I was lost in time. The beauty of chaos lay out in front of me, adulterated and amazing. Alas though your beauty could not be challenged even as I peer at all the joy in my vicinity with glossy eyes. It was a marvelous scene. Not for a lady such as yourself but for a low life commoner as your truly.
But never fear, for your purity is slowly descending onto thy self. It is for this that I am a changed changing man. For the better it is why you are my light, my only love. As a suitor vying for your hand I would like to leave you with a final message of my intent.
When you are seemingly alone know I am always with you. When you are scared know I will always be there for you. When you don't know which path to take know I will follow you which ever is chosen.
When you are ready to choose, know that it is already chosen.
Most Fair and beautiful,
Solemn Courtesy
Solemn Courtesy
Tuesday, July 28, 2015
July Twenty Eighth of Twenty Fifteen
Most Dearest and Angelical Claudia,
What a marvelous time it is to be free. Freedom of the wise and duplicitous. It is a wonderful feeling when time and time again you are reassured of your standings in life. I am prompted to reason with you that you, my fair lady, are free.
Break from your shackles of thy jailer and warden. Become free to decide what is right and wrong for yourself by thy self.
Marvel in the mysteries of life and reality. No longer feel repressed, depressed, and oppressed from the feelings, the being, that is your nature. Remember that it is I who stands in the shadows of the night not in mock scrutiny but astonished wonder. Remember those who cannot be seen for being seen makes your light diminish.
It is not but a petty squabble when a shadow is seeing but to be seen diminishes all that before it.
I have been foolish in my contemplation and audacious plans to allow one such as yourself, so pure in dignity, to see such a shadow. To my merit though, my haste is hastened by the fact that your jailer does not allow such shadow to see.
I ask that you do not become unfettered by my words but rather have some solace that your well being is in consideration. I would disdain my existence if you could not decide what you wanted, for your wants are the most important thing there is.
Most Fair and beautiful,
Solemn Courtesy
What a marvelous time it is to be free. Freedom of the wise and duplicitous. It is a wonderful feeling when time and time again you are reassured of your standings in life. I am prompted to reason with you that you, my fair lady, are free.
Break from your shackles of thy jailer and warden. Become free to decide what is right and wrong for yourself by thy self.
Marvel in the mysteries of life and reality. No longer feel repressed, depressed, and oppressed from the feelings, the being, that is your nature. Remember that it is I who stands in the shadows of the night not in mock scrutiny but astonished wonder. Remember those who cannot be seen for being seen makes your light diminish.
It is not but a petty squabble when a shadow is seeing but to be seen diminishes all that before it.
I have been foolish in my contemplation and audacious plans to allow one such as yourself, so pure in dignity, to see such a shadow. To my merit though, my haste is hastened by the fact that your jailer does not allow such shadow to see.
I ask that you do not become unfettered by my words but rather have some solace that your well being is in consideration. I would disdain my existence if you could not decide what you wanted, for your wants are the most important thing there is.
Most Fair and beautiful,
Solemn Courtesy
Monday, July 27, 2015
July Twenty Seventh of Twenty Fifteen
Most Dearest and Angelical Claudia,
Please forgive me for not writing you in earnest. After our last correspondence I went outside to the cafe across your masterful window. I sat there just in time as the blue buzzereds sang their days end song, to see the warden at your window! Oh, I thought for a second you did not get my message! What I would have done in retaliation... that is not needed though. Because in his arms I saw a white drape. I knew then that you had tried to follow our secrete message. It had just been foiled by the warden. Treacherous he may be, formidable I did not foresee.
But this is not why I ask for your forgiveness. No, I ask for it because I was not able to in my glee write back to your in the utmost urgency. This is no excuse for my behavior for I should have foreseen it just as the warden but your jailer happened to cross paths with me. Yes, that same jailer who has stopped my advances in the past.
I will not divulge into details but let between us just say that the experience was not completely pleasant. Where I had to lick my wounds like a cat for two days I was not able to pick the quill or even my eyes for the matter of fact, beyond the strain of everyday accords.
May this show my commitment to our secrecy I, just as yourself, did not dissolve our bond of secrecy in the face of torment. Rather I clammed shut and as such am able to continue our discourse. Please try to understand my sentiment for I would never try an hurt you in our time of lady like time. Understanding that I am a perfectly suitable suiter for all your needs. This is all I ask.
I will uphold your values, morals, and secretes to the death. All I ask in return is your hand.
Most Fair and beautiful,
Solemn Courtesy
Please forgive me for not writing you in earnest. After our last correspondence I went outside to the cafe across your masterful window. I sat there just in time as the blue buzzereds sang their days end song, to see the warden at your window! Oh, I thought for a second you did not get my message! What I would have done in retaliation... that is not needed though. Because in his arms I saw a white drape. I knew then that you had tried to follow our secrete message. It had just been foiled by the warden. Treacherous he may be, formidable I did not foresee.
But this is not why I ask for your forgiveness. No, I ask for it because I was not able to in my glee write back to your in the utmost urgency. This is no excuse for my behavior for I should have foreseen it just as the warden but your jailer happened to cross paths with me. Yes, that same jailer who has stopped my advances in the past.
I will not divulge into details but let between us just say that the experience was not completely pleasant. Where I had to lick my wounds like a cat for two days I was not able to pick the quill or even my eyes for the matter of fact, beyond the strain of everyday accords.
May this show my commitment to our secrecy I, just as yourself, did not dissolve our bond of secrecy in the face of torment. Rather I clammed shut and as such am able to continue our discourse. Please try to understand my sentiment for I would never try an hurt you in our time of lady like time. Understanding that I am a perfectly suitable suiter for all your needs. This is all I ask.
I will uphold your values, morals, and secretes to the death. All I ask in return is your hand.
Most Fair and beautiful,
Solemn Courtesy
Friday, July 24, 2015
July Twenty Fourth of Twenty Fifteen
Most Dearest and Angelical Claudia,
Oh, fair lady, what must I do to get your attention? I fear that my letters of conversation are not meeting your gaze. It the jailer halting all condolences by mail? Is it the Warden, that despicable man.
Forgive my disdain but both of these foul beings have kept me from you for so long. Your big day of lady decision is coming upon you. I would like to know that you have at least thought about these correspondences.
If it is not to hard and strenuous on you, my fair and beautiful lady, could you give me a sign that your have received this letter? Place a white sheet in your windowsill. This will be enough for me to know. You are the most kind, fair, and beautiful lady in the land. May our paths cross more fluidly and your detention lifted quickly.
Most Fair and beautiful,
Solemn Courtesy
Oh, fair lady, what must I do to get your attention? I fear that my letters of conversation are not meeting your gaze. It the jailer halting all condolences by mail? Is it the Warden, that despicable man.
Forgive my disdain but both of these foul beings have kept me from you for so long. Your big day of lady decision is coming upon you. I would like to know that you have at least thought about these correspondences.
If it is not to hard and strenuous on you, my fair and beautiful lady, could you give me a sign that your have received this letter? Place a white sheet in your windowsill. This will be enough for me to know. You are the most kind, fair, and beautiful lady in the land. May our paths cross more fluidly and your detention lifted quickly.
Most Fair and beautiful,
Solemn Courtesy
Thursday, July 23, 2015
July Twenty Third of Twenty Fifteen
Most Dearest and Angelical Claudia,
I was walking down the shallow banks of the river Ridged yesterday. All I could think about was the coffee and the pastries we shared together, albeit not in the same presence. It was great none the less. I hope you found it enjoyable, i forgot to ask you in the last letters I sent.
I also reflected on our chance encounter twice a night ago just after I had finished writing my letter. You probably didn't notice me for noticing me would be like noticing a fly on a wall. But I could never not notice your elegant white and red dress. Its flowy dynamics that defy my very eyes. The dress looks like an extension of your life force and what I would have done to whisk you away in it. If it wasn't for your jailer I might have, but alas it was not meant to be so. Remember to keep these letters a secret, for secrets in life make the world worth living.
Most Fair and beautiful,
Solemn Courtesy
I was walking down the shallow banks of the river Ridged yesterday. All I could think about was the coffee and the pastries we shared together, albeit not in the same presence. It was great none the less. I hope you found it enjoyable, i forgot to ask you in the last letters I sent.
I also reflected on our chance encounter twice a night ago just after I had finished writing my letter. You probably didn't notice me for noticing me would be like noticing a fly on a wall. But I could never not notice your elegant white and red dress. Its flowy dynamics that defy my very eyes. The dress looks like an extension of your life force and what I would have done to whisk you away in it. If it wasn't for your jailer I might have, but alas it was not meant to be so. Remember to keep these letters a secret, for secrets in life make the world worth living.
Most Fair and beautiful,
Solemn Courtesy
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